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12:35 AM Thursday, November 27, 2008

Whoa. This blog is ten days behind ..

So far I've spent the holidays going out, shopping, going out, shopping ... I'm getting really bored, rotting at home like this. So yeah, news - we ain't going anywhere out of Asia this December. Sucks yea? Well, Daddy and Mum needs to go for their haji so yeappp, they're gonna leave money with us four x) And then we get to go to Dr Shah's place anytime we want to, and I can have all the time for me and my colleagues with the moneeeyy.

Anyway - just some news - i'm gonna delete my fs, cos it sucks and I don't even use it.

3:13 AM Monday, November 17, 2008












Aren't they so cute? x]

11:08 PM Saturday, November 15, 2008

Yesterday we graduated.
Today we're ex-students.

After my job was done, I went down to the canteen alone cos I was damn hungry and thirsty. I met Rafi at the canteen, he and some other boys were helping out Mr Yeo carry some food. Mr Yeo saw us talking in the canteen, and recognised me and asked me if my job was done. Whoa, it's as though he had forgotten the time when he yelled at me and Syarh to get lost. Bleahh. Then, on my way to the toilet, I saw that boy again, so I had to approach him and say something.

Me: So now do you remember?
Him: Yeah. I remember you now.
Me: We used to be best friends.
He says nothing and looks at his feet*
Me: I should have said this last year, and I don't know why I'm telling you now, but I'm glad I did.
He looks at his feet, unable to look up*
And after saying my last line, I walked to the toilet straightaway*

Anyway, after going to the toilet, I thought I was too late, and I wasn't going to see my friends again, but they were still there, and thanks to CiYong, I found them, lols. And I gave Edwin back the book, which didn't have CainI's contacts in there although he asked me to help get hers. But he wasn't even pissed off uhhs, it's last day of school duhh. Amirah was the first person I hugged, and cos she was crying I said, "I'll miss you" but I don't think she heard, lols. After everyone left, we stood outside the hall to see the teachers' phototaking. And then I went to the back row, and sat there, and CaiNi, Charlene, Cheryl all followed me. Syarh was like saying to me, "Eh, steppo seh!" Hahah.

Then after like being shooed by the teachers, they came to my house. Vivian and Charlene LOVES the cats uhhs, haha. Then when CaiNi, XinEe, ChaoHong, and Hui, and Camille came, we played Dare or Extreme Dare, which was damn fun. CaiNi is a real daredevil , I won't even say why! LOLs. I'm really going to miss all these crap x]

The sad part was I didn't even see Haz, I was seriously sad uhhs. She had to go home early, and I wasn't there. Pfft. I seriously miss her clown smile, lols. Rafi knows what I mean!

11:32 PM Wednesday, November 12, 2008

I can't believe we're going to graduate tomorrow .. ..

Graduation sounded a little fun, but not anymore. It means leaving everything behind, and moving on with a new life, and new friends. I don't care making new friends, I just don't want us best friends right now to be the sort of hi-bye friends one day. That would suck alot, really.

Haz, Syarh, Cheryl, XE, CN.

Even if I can't go to the same school as the boys, at least I can still go with them. Yeah and like Syarh said, if only we had treasured the times we had in 2007 more - every week, remember? I love 2007. I really do, the best year, with the exception of a few things in Sept and Oct that year. And graduation reminds me of last day of school at Furness. Yeahh, tears and goodbyes. And when I recall all that, everything means much more than it used to. I remembered Muna laughed when I cried on that day, and Kadeem beat him up after that on the staircase, whoosh. Wasn't that bad, hahas. I'll miss Siling like I miss Furness by the end of the year.

Anyway, yest Syarh and the rest went my house, and we played computer games, haha. It was soooo fun and addictive, they wanted to play more. Bleahhs, lols. But Haz didn't come cos of Oreo, haiyooo. I told Jun we cancelled plans cos she would definitely be bored if her bf wasn't around, lols. Sorry, Jun!

And Pro-ness told me abng's friend prankcalled people anyhow - as in, they dial any random number. And when someone did pick up, he said, "Hello, your coffin is ready, when are you going to get in it?" I really, really laughed when I heard that, hahas. But it wasn't Azriel or Arthur who prankcalled, lols. Yeahh, but the person on the other line was like, damn panic, "WHo are you? Who are you!" I felt a little bad, uhhs.


Today was okay, but not so fun since I didn't really get to talk to my friends, I was at backstage for almost the whole day with Haziq, Afi and the rest. Liyana was there for a while only. Haziq said into the mic "Wassup!" when we were at backstage, and then we could hear the echo from there. Anyway that was cos I forgot to mute the mic. Afi who was the only one at backstage with us, laughed superloud, and he was damn irritating. I think he forgot about the argument we had last month tho, lols. But he and the rest were seriously irritating and pissing me off at times.

And after school, my sis and I went to look for Ingrid at bb court to give Ingrid her present, hahs. And then, cos of that, I couldn't find Liyana. Pfft. SO I'm going to have to make the speechcards myself -.-



I'll LOVE S10'08 TILL THE END OF TIME.

S10'08 Rocks, ANd Mdm Has.

I'll miss you guys,
don't you know how bright midnight is with you on my mind?


12:51 AM

Okkay, quizz time! I bet Ingrid can't wait! Muahahaha!


1. Do you eat alot of fast food?
Not really, kind of boring.

2. Have you kissed anyone in 2008?
Nolahh. No outsiders.
3. Were you happy when you woke up today?
I think so ..
4. What did you last get upset about?
That we won't be able to party this week?

5.Do you eat candy on a daily basis?
No.
6. What about in your 5th sent message?
What about it?
7. Who was the last person you ate with?

Pro-ness.
Who was the last person you took a picture of?
Oreo, I think. Haha.
9. When ordering sushi, what do you get?
Sushi?

10. Who was the last person you sat next to?
My sisters.
11. What were you doing at 10 am?
At school, I forgot what I was doing.
12. Have you changed alot since summer?
There's no summer here.
13. What was the last beverage you spilled on yourself?
Milo?
14. Where is the place you want to be right now?
Paradise! Haha.
When was the last time you cried?

Long, long time ago. Last, last Sunday.
16. What's your favourite song at the moment?
Can I have this dance (;

17. What were you doing at 11 last night?
Oops, I forgot.
18. Who's near you?
Pro-ness.

19. What were you doing at 5 am in the morning?
Sleeping.

20.What's bothering you right now?
Graduation ..
21. Who was the last person to talk to you on the phone?
Jun.

22. Whose house did you go to last?
My neighbour's?

23. Who honestly knows everything about you?
Pro-ness.

24. Who broken your heart?
He did.

25. Honestly, do you love someone very much?
Honestly, no.
26. Who was the last person to tell you that they love you?
I hate this question, not too private lers.
27. Are you friends with the last person you kissed?
Yeah.

28. Are there any parts of your body that hurts?
My legs!
29. In the supermarket, the first thing that gets your attention is?
Toblerone, beybeh! x)

30. How cool do you think you are?
Very, haha. Nolahh.
31. Drugs are?
Drugs ..

32. Which one do you hate the most?
?
33. Who was the first person to text you today?

My Hp is not available for sms for now, it'll be a few days later soon, I hope!
34. What was the first thing you did this morning?
Bathe.
35. Who was your last missed call on your cellphone?
My secret phantom, lols.
36. What's the last mistake you made?
Can't rmbr.
37. What are you listening to right now?
Love Story - Taylor Swift

38. Who was the last person of the opposite sex you had a conversation with?
Zennuel (;
39. Who was the last person to call you.
JunJJ

40. Is there anything you want to say to someone special?
Hmm, no one special?


Five miserable Tag Victims, muahahaha.

Zennuel Ingrid Celeste CN Honqqq ;D

5:50 AM Tuesday, November 11, 2008

Woohooo.

School was damn fun yesterday. I wished it had lasted longer, those hours. The only sad part about yesterday was that Charlene wasn't going to work with me anymore, I feel quite sad, it felt really fun to work together with my best friend, and my almost-became twin, lols. Then, we were all planning not to come tomorrow, the whole gang, since Mdm Has wasn't coming too. So yeah, I had a pretty hectic day, I was seriously tired already and then CN asked me to go to the office, which made me really annoyed.

It turned out Mdm Shar was there, lols. So we practised the speech, but I coul not help looking at the people wo were walking by, hahas. Then she began explaining how I went onstage and how I had to speak, and after that, I said, "And then I get lost?" Haha. And she whacked me jokingly, lols. I love Mdm Has and her, lols. They are seriosuly the best teachers ever.

And yeahh, so I didn't help Iylia out today since I didn't see Fa at all, and plus I'm quite pissed off with him, really. He told me something which made me feel really disappointed with him, or in him - but that sounds to bad. But Pro-ness also had friends like that to deal with and she definitely did not like it if they took drugs, smoke, or something. Anyway, if you're reading this, I'm going to have 'the talk' with her tomorrow like I said after school yesterday, hehs.

Anyway, I took the bus with TeeQah, since I couldn't find rafi after school. When I reached home, I realized I didn't have the keys with me, like wtf. So I went to the shop where me and Rafi always go and bought some sweets, for fun, hahas. Oh yeah, and I also forgot to tell Rafi that I cancelled the plans after school and only told Jun and Cheryl, sorry Raf! Hahas. But that was cos Cheryl couldn't make it and Charlene didn't come to school, bleahh. Tomorrow kays? Heh.

Oh yeah. One last thing.

HAPPy B-BIRTHDAY BUDIMAN. AND JUN.

November th tenth.

P.s: I'll do your quiz in nxt post!

1:06 AM Thursday, November 6, 2008

Today is a pretty good day, though I didn't go out, Pffft.

Yeahh, I was lazy to go to school, hahs. And I changed my songs speacially for someone. You know who you are, and I hope you'll cheer up. The second song is meant for her, lols. I wish I could do something about but what can I do. All I can do now is to tell you to cheer up OK (;

Anyway, two days ago, I saw him online, something I don't see everyday. And I don't know what got into me, I was appearing offline at that time, and all of a sudden, I just didn't feel like chatting with him. I just stayed appearing off, staring at his display name like it was going to help tell me what on earth he was doing on the other side of the world. Somehow, I wish I had clicked on his name and chatted with him. I really don't know what got into me, lols.

Tomorrow I will have to go to school no matter what since Rafi wants me to follow him to CWP. I also miss seeing all my friends, but I also want to stay at home to stay away from getting hurt. And I just chatted with Ingrid, and she suggested we talk, but I really don't feel like it, hahas. But Ingrid's nice, she tried to help me. And I'm thinking of making her one of my tagg victims again, muahahaha! Lols. BTW,all tag victims who have not done the quiz, please do it, NOW. It is compulsory, okkay, hahas.


P.s: It's not yours to say it is, grow upp.

7:43 AM Tuesday, November 4, 2008

Wooohooo.

Today was school, and I had a pretty good time, tho syark didn't come cause she went ... errr .. where again .. haha, I forgot, lols. Mira, Cheryl and I had loads of funnn. We played triple speed, like what the heckk, haha, but it was very fun, until Cheryl and I started losing -.-

Haz and Iylia was playing with Cheryl's netball in class and the S9 teacher didn't even mind, and Iylia even made some falsetto sounds, which obviously cracked all of us up. Well, for most of the day, I was happy, except for the start, cause I had a pretty bad stomachache, which I have a feeling had to do with the sandwich in the morning, which I threw away when I realized that I was losing my appetite. I'm never going to eat it again, well, at least, until next month.

Everything was OK, Raf didn't come, so I went home alone. And someone said something. He said somthing about someone else, which made me really sad. But I don't care, I think it's a joke, well, at least I think it was, but he didn't seem to be kidding. Oh c'mon, get a grip, will you D;

Then, then, there was netball practice, I think. But I didn't come, firstly, cause it was raining, and my foot had tearings again, which is so suckish, and also, because I think I sort of quitted the team (tho not officially) cause now I'm in track & Field, with Chris.

So yeahh, Halloween is over, but not yet my candies, lols. I'm saving the really nice ones for the last part, and there was one candy, which I thought was bubble gum, cause it was round, and quite large, and red in colour. But when I popped it into my mouth, my tongue suddenly felt redhot so I spitted it out on my hand (urghhh) and the red colouring which was dripping made my palm look bloody, tho my kakak didn't fall for it, lols.

Oh yeahh, now! Time for the Quizzzz.

The Rules And Regulations:
1. Each player in this game starts off with 10 weird things/habits/little known facts about yourself.
2. People who get tagged need to write a blog of their own 10 weirdthings/habits/little known facts as well as state this rule clearly.
3. At the end, you need to choose 10 people to be tagged and list their names.
4. No tags back!

1. I got the name Shamu from a supercute killerwhale in NY.
2. I read in the toilet soemtimes. teehee ...
3. I love Beauty and The Beast live performance, lame!
4. I love disturbing and giving Oreo a hard time, haha.
5. I have to equalise my right and left movements, if not I'll feel sort of inbalanced?
6. I can't stand people who can whistle, esp Daddy
7. I hate people who get satisfaction from hurting others ..
8. I love staying at home alone in my room with Sandra sometimes.
9. Sometimes, I feel depressed for no reason, and can't snap out of it, jengjengjeng!
10. I have my bantal busok still with me! Haha.

I tag you!

1. CN!
2. Meeraahhh!
3. Rafi!
4. Celeste!
5. ChaoHong!
6. ChaoHui!
7. Zennuel!
8. Ryan!
9. ArrfiQarh!
10. Ingrid!

Wooohooo! Hahha, donee!

P.s: For XinEe, you can do at class blog, k, unless you want to set up your own.


9:17 PM Sunday, November 2, 2008

Whoa, HSM3 was surprisingly amazing!

Zac Efron is succha hautayye x] And the music scenes were really cool and creative, and much better than the other two HSM films. Yesterday, we went to the cinema, eight people, and it was veryvery kecoh - no other word to describe us. My mum booked the tickets for us all a day earlier on computer so we confirmed the number of people coming at nine. It was really worth it man, on a scale of 5 stars, I'd give it a five! x]


So yeahh, it all started with HSM ...


HSM was on 25th June 2006, and it was at that time, still OK. Well, actually, it was a blast, and the next day was the start of another semester, and practically everyone was buzzing about it, lols. The topic never really fell off until a few months later, but it was really cool how HSM met with instant succcess just like that. The cast was cool, and at that point of time, during the ZacEfronMannia Season, I was ... how do I put it ... a ZacEfron-freak? Hahas.




Then came ... HSM2 -.-


I forgot when HSM2 came out but it was around 2007, last year, and it was, sorry to say to HSM2 fans (or maybe not), suckish. It was lame and one of the reasons was that the main setting was not at East High. It didn't have much to do with basketball, unlike the first film. So, it was like another drama karma story - they rose so high and shoot to stardom, but fell back all the way, because of one lousy (sorry, lols) film.



But then this year, in the cinema, was HSM3.





HSM3 was not just a blast, it was power! Hahas. The best film of all three. 5/5 stars. Oh yeahh, I said that already. But really, if you haven't watched it, go! Watch it now, I recommend! The songs are so nice, and the visual effects are alot cooler now, I never saw anything like that in HSM or HSM2. Even Auel's friends said it was quite nice, hahas.

ANyway, just want to say,

Watch HSM3 Okay!


2:24 AM Saturday, November 1, 2008

Yesterday was damn cool x]

School was alright, everyone came, and it was also Haz's Birthday. So yeahh, Hb Birthday to the Birthday leech, hahas. And I have to say, Liyana's cool, since she only got to practise for less than ten minutes and she made it, lols. Yeahh, I was a bit disappointed at first but I'm good for noww. Mdm Haslina didn't even seem upset, like I imgained. In fact, she was cool, and if she is, then I should be too (; Things that belong to us will be ours anyway, so yeahh. Liyana and Charlene are really nice friends. Charlene and I met up at the toilet and the best part is we'll be doing other programmes together still, hahas.

Then at class, I felt happier when I played with Rafi and his friends. Affiq was there too. We played speed and UNO - the silent, abit boring game, lols. Affiq said my hands were on fire, hahas, and Rafi said I never used to be good at playing speed last year -.- Is that so? lols.

And back at home, it was Halloween. Most of the gates opened at four 0'clock but ours opened at six. Hahas. Our Halloween candies ran out when the clock hit at ten past seven so my maid opened the hampers, and as a result, trick-or-treat-ing at our house ended at approximately eight plus. It was really cool. We were in one group but in the end, to make the group smaller, our group splitted into two. We nearly got lost a few times too, lols. There were some really creepy houses, including my nextdoor neighbour's one. There were still people screaming at nine plus next door because of my neighbour in the clown suit - actually it was a joker, lols. By that time, we had gone home already, feeling super exhausted walking everywhere and getting lost. But in the end, we slept at 2 am.

Oh yeah, and another funny thing was I saw Mr Irving at my next door neighbour's house, but he wasn't wearing a halloween costume though. He had an impassive look on his face, which I didn't really expect, seeing as our neighbour's halloween house is pretty scary, especially when the joker chases you or something.

So yeahh, Friday night felt damn long and I'm quite surprised today's just Saturday x]