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Hello everyone.
Today was not such a beutiful day;
for HMT droned on and on after school.
Fortunately, our teacher released us early!
There was a short drizzle so
we weren't in the mood to study,
we just missed a good weather to sleep in =.-
And I've learned a few new things today -

ONE - The more you talk,
the more you lie
(it's quite true for most people,
but hardly for few)

TWO - Studies make us sleepy,
fascinating stories keep us
awake and alive
(that was what happened in HMT)

THREE - It's never too late for someone
to go back on their words,
however impossible it seems
(yes, yes, that was her)

FOUR - MASSA should have been the one!
(Iylia would know this, lols)

))///

Tomorrow would be a rather
boring day;
as Mdm Haslina's not coming
and MT periods are cancelled =.-
I don't want to have to go to school,
but I also don't want to miss the teachers dancing,
haahs.
And being in school strongly motivates me
to work hard, anyway.
If I stay at home or spend the day else where,
I'd feel restless,
and that feeling is just so dominant, haahs.
It's like,
I can't stand it - or can't take it -
when I have to study.
I'd have to go out or watch TV or use the computer.
Gaah,
it's really frustrating
and that's why homework in the holidays
is never easy to do as when at school.
LOLS
Not that there's a problem with me, right? (x
I just think that many would feel the same.

And tomorrow is also BE YOURSELF DAY.
I'm torn between whether to participate
in this annual celebration
or whether not to.
I know why I should;
this is my last year and
it's going to be a real waste.
But I know why not to, too;
I could do it next year,
or the year after,
or the following year then.
This is downright confusing and
frustrating =.-

Anyway,
today is 30th September.
I'm sure my elder sister (the pro-est of the pro-est),
Priyesh, Vyomi, Chabdisc, Shantao
and the rest remembered. (;
>>Have a good birthday, Dion,
I wish I could say more than that.
I just know that I can't forget someone
like you,
the naughtiest and the ____ boy I've ever met.
And it was really funny how things started
though you probably don't know the full story to it (x
Happy Birthday, DN.

- I miss that evil boy!

arghh );

Hello, greetings ;)

Today is such a horrible day.
Charlene indirectly made me so angry today.
I'll apologise for being such a horrible friend
after I know my secret's safe with you.
I mean, she really didn't need to fool me
like that!

Then, I remembered a few of
my long lost friends.
Well, sorry if I had forgotten you
for awhile.
I do feel sort of horrible.
The other day Priyesh asked me
why I had stopped sending letters to him.
It wasn't like he ever wrote back,
but at least he read it, remembered it.

Hahaas,
today is 28th September.
Tomorrow is yet another birthday (;
I needn't say whose,
some of you from Furness are likely to know.
This month is one of birthdays (:
It's like birthdays after birthdays,
lols
Two days ago was Amirah's.
So, happy birthdaysss ((;

All right,
thank you for staying patient
with my lack of updating, taggers.
I must apologise for the boredom
I have caused you.
Hahas.

Good night, friends (;
Stay Loyal!

P.s: I must also apolosise to Ryan Wong for being angry on Friday.

///))

)))//

Hello Readers (;
I'm sorry for not updating since 7th September.
Well, looks like I have to face the consequences;
less taggers =.='
Haha,
well,
now I have to work exceptionally hard
for less than two weeks
and I'll have nothing to regret, yeapp.
Mdm Haslina said something to me the other day.
And I - I don't know how to put it -
sometimes, I feel confident
and sometimes, low.
Well, I just don't want
any of that to affect me,
and yeah,
I'll try do Mdm Haslina proud. (;

So now that PSLE is nearing,
there'll be less posts from me,
and I suppose,
less taggers.
Hahhs.
Even my sister said so,
but after PSLE,
then shall I update everyone
as much as possible [;
Hehes.
Really sorry for the inconvenience.

That's all,
I want to sleep already,
it's 3 a.m.! xD

Gdnight readers.

Departing,
AnisaSuraya

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY
to dearest Teh Chao Honqq xD

))//

It may be a little too late,
but I just feel the need to wish you still.
A great friend you have been,
and a smart one too.
I'm sorry for not typing this early enough,
but I have bought you something,
but of course,
I shan't speak of it here.
Hehes. =)

You are very nice to me.
I don't know why you are,
but that is really sweet of you.
A friend like you shall be kept close and dear.
I know you will do very well in your PSLE,
which is nearing (;

I won't ever forget you,
and I hope you will remember me, too.

I <3 Teh Chao Honqq,
so yeah.

Stay lovely, everyone! xD

))/

Third Person Version.

It is not based on a true story but yes,
it is partly true and
I see it from a third person's angle.

Thank You. ((=

//

She and he always met up.
It was so frequent that
she began to consider him a little more than a friend.

And before their friends knew it,
she was swallowed in this one obsession
she would soon come to regret ever getting obsessed over it.
He knew, oh yes, he did.
And he liked the feeling of being fancied.

And the more frequent she saw him,
the more beautiful his face seemed to her.
He, however, would not start a conversation,
wanted to be talked to first
and loved the feeling of being chased by someone.

That was when she realised
that he returned none of her ardour
each time they met.
She stopped meeting up with him,
evidently wanting to be asked out instead this time.

And now that they met no more,
his face has, it seemed to her,
lost its unnatural, flawless beauty
it once held in possession.

She refrained from calling him since then.
He never made to ask why,
and every time he walked past her,
there was a knowing look in his eye,
daring her to approach him,
longing for her love,
and yet not her.

She went through a whole transformation overnight.
Giving him the cold shoulder,
she was unable to ignore the way
he unnessecarily treated her.
His abrasiveness reduced her to much tears then.
The silent fight soon evolved into some sort of enmity,
one which had been rooted too deeply,
seeing as a party had been terribly wounded.

She was sorry,
maybe he would hate her in the near future,
knowing that by then, however,
she won't be around to care anymore.
She was sorry she wasn't the kind of friend
he wished for.
Perhaps he had not known her well enough,
not enough to predict what she would do
or become then.

And he was sorry he ever befriended her.
She too was sorry.
Indeed they were both sorry
and willing to forgive the other.
Forgiven, wrongdoings cleared,
however,
they shall be two,
and not one.

That was where he was mistaken.
The love for a secret admirer,
and not a secret admirer itself,
was dominant in his once almighty, innocent heart.
Of course by then, she had left him full-heartedly.

And whom he shall lend for a doormat,
bless that very unfortunate girl.
God knows what will happen to
a man such as himself,
but I would only be banking on a bachelor's future.

xD
Frankly speaking,
I felt tempted to type this with no true or real purpose.
But yeah,
I am not, however,
directing this to anyone in particular
since I had only been a Third Person,
a witness.

Signing out,
Anisa Suraya

)))//

Hello everyone.

There is a really huge downpour right now which is downright heavy
- a really good weather to sleep in, although I'm not planning to.
I guess now the fasting month has started.
I know we ought to sleep, however,
my sisters, brother and I are planning to stay awake until 'sahur',
which is like breakfast during the fasting month.

My brother called me 'Mr Black Pot'. =.='
Well, that was because I wanted to go to sleep that day
after scolding him when he wanted to go to sleep.
I guess I am Mr Black Pot, apparently. xD

Anyway, I know it's a little too late to wish
the teachers a Happy Teachers' Day, however,
I would just love to relive those beautiful momentary happiness.
Well,
it would have been a happier day
if I had been able to give those chocolates to Chris myself.
At least he knew it had been from us, thanks to my sister.
However, I know that won't be the best present we can give.
All we have to do now is just work exceptionally hard,
and there'll be nothing to regret after that onward.
And I do still remember what i promised Cikgu M,i still do.
And i won't forget.

I still can't quite remember why
I decided to promise that of all things.
And I'm really not sure if I can fulfill that promise,
and do Cikgu M proud.
I like the way she thinks positively.
I don't know why and how
she thinks I can make it to my desired standard.
She has,
and as I have said I don't know why either,
implicit faith in me to do well.
Well, i will do her proud, i'm banking on that.Hehe xD

All right,
Good Night everyone.=)